Latest Update: crucible (2024-12-17)
I emerge from the amniotic ocean
gasping, treading water, spinning
disoriented in the waves.
Dawn warms my cheek, and the shadow
of a departing vessel cools my back,
but I don't turn to look. I reach out
to a thick rope rising
out of the water ahead into
the bruised sky. It swings from the bow
of an approaching ship towering
over like an aquatic skyscraper.
I grit my teeth and grasp the cord
and climb, arms burning,
old water falling from me
like liquid dreams at waking,
returning to the source.
I reach the peak and grab one corner,
legs dangling as I struggle to secure them
inside slippery crevices. I grasp
brass railing, and with one last
burst of strength I tumble
over the edge and onto the deck.
Raising my head, I see a blonde girl
lying on a lounge chair, eyes closed,
another chair empty beside her.
I find my footing and approach.
A warm breeze caresses my hair,
but just as I'm about to speak,
I hear a high-pitched rattling to the left.
I turn to find the source:
another girl stands at the railing,
stoic, aloof, alone, staring
at a comet trail cutting
a diagonal scar across the sky. I
admire her dark profile,
a black hole carved into dusk.
She turns and, oh, her placid face
opens into an expression hanging somewhere
between sadness and longing, dying
sun in one eye, falling star
in the other. She approaches
and places her hands on my wet shoulders
and lowers me onto a cushioned chair
and leans against my beating heart.
I hesitantly cross my arms over her belly.
Our breaths, hearts synchronize
and merge, and I grow drowsy,
and the last fraction of sun slips
below the horizon, and twilight blooms.
There is a distant scream and a splash.
Someone has fallen overboard.
I lift myself, ready to seek,
but the girl presses me down again.
She smiles and whispers,
Just cruise.